.....tUesDaY....
recently im really down in luck...everything doesnt goes well for me....-family wise-....mum wasn't having a good life...can be describe as now she is being mentally torture..really hate that 'beast'....watever he used to promise mum, he didnt abide it...idiotic...there are still lots of things that really hard for me to accept n as well as say it here....what i can say is mum is suffering now n i really really don wish to see that...she will try to act strong n pretend nothing infront of us but i know n i can sense that she's really upset....i know i can't do anything but being a daughter really grief-stricken to see her suffering....-him-we r best friends now...we tok everything out nicely n feel that at this moment JUST BE FRIEND! sad? of cos..i am...and the moment i read his letter i pour like 'thunder storm', perhaps i really mistaken some things....anyway, after a long n cold bath, i really widen my thoughts le...i feel that sometimes love can't be force...just let's nature takes its course..n right now i can say i don't believe in love....n don't really looking for it nor waiting...so much things had happened that causes me to have phobia n lose trust in it....-friends- so happy..that i got a friend who always stand by me....(guess u know who u are)she makes me 'double-confirm' that she's really one who i can rely n trust most...haha..(mushy)...regarding the incident today...i thought i was the only one who will be piss off as that 'sarcastic sentence' is directly referring to me yet she was also angry...hey thanks * a pat on ur shoulder* good buddy lei... still remember not long ago we went for 'singathon' that last for 8 hours...hehe..those actions we did together n those small little topics we discuss really makes our friendship stronger n also draws us nearer..thanks really appreciate u a lot....remember if u have any problems, i will always be there for u...n as for the incident...im really disappointed..though it might be just a simple comment but hey!...will anyone says such things to a friend who u always be with? gossips i can accept but its sounds more like a backstab...
nowadays...eating bread is a trend for our click..haha....almost of us eat bread, moreover, we made those bread...haha..kq n me decide to make extra for each other n we will exchange...firstly, we will get to enjoy each other's..secondly, we can save $$$.... haha..tml im going to make egg sandwich...
a.phrase.for.myself.-be.happy!!!
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